My first journal entry on DA. I write in my journal at home all the time, so I guess it won't hurt to write here. I actually think that this should be a wonderful oppurtunity for all my watchers to get to know me better...because once I start jotting down stuff in my journal, I seem to fill up three to four pages. XD It's usually very random, when I write down all my thoughts and take time to reflect on all the things that are happening in my daily life. So here I go:

Once again I'm going through one of my stages. The one where I go sorta insane and become a chibi vampire or something incredibily childish. I guess none of us actually ever grow up. Our inner child is always there, and occasionally seems to want to jump out and dance. I guess many people supress that child inside as they grow up, but I'm happy to say I won't. Life is short, and everyone should live as much as they can. "No worries, be happy." Too much optimism? Just trying to fill up those pools of negativity in which many of us are drowning. I hear and see many of my friends sulk and moan over how bad their day is going or those tiny unimportant matters that seem to turn their days upside down. I'm not saying that it isn't possible for someone to be droopy and sulky, but it gets bad when it's contagious. XD Fight off any boredom and go play guys. No not a videogame or talk on the phone. Live a little. Like what about soccer? Or a walk in the park if you want to be alone. Maybe you may think I'm too "happy-go-lucky", but learn to gamble with life and take some risks once in a while. No I don't mean jump off a cliff!!! LOL. Do something challenging and unexpected. Go insane and have fun.

What I did was...well stupid, but it made me happy, so I didn't care much for being so idiotic. Hmm...and what was that you ask? Well...I played singstar 80's and danced too while singing. XD Since I'm doing KH, The Bouncer and .hack fashion trends artwork, I seemed to have browsed through 10 of my sister's fashion magazines. XD And well, from making up jokes and parodies at home to reading little crazy fanart comics online...and several other fun stuff, this week has been pretty wild for me. Oh, big paragraphs here huh...but I'm going to write on. Beware!

I feel like putting up my novel here, "Black Water City-The World of Dimension". Something like a cross between FF:The Spirits Within and The Matrix with a little bit of my own stuff. And maybe even doing a little comic for KH. Yes, I have gotten obsessed with Kingdom Hearts again!! And since I've been playing Persona 4 and Disgaea 2, count those in as well. XD

Speaking of fanart, I think the internet needs more FF3, FF: The Spirits Within, FF: Unlimited fanart. I haven't seen too many Shadow Hearts fanart on DA either. Hmm...perhaps I shall do them sometime. But for now I was wondering if anyone would be interested in a collab? I've seen some amazing linearts around here that I'd love to colour. To be honest, I have always enjoyed coloring. Why when I was a kid I used to eat my crayons... I've loved art so much...and I really want to make mine as good as some other artists that I've seen. It's all about practice, huh?

Well...kinda tired for now... so maybe I'll write some more later.

P.S "WOOT for being Insane! WOOT for being Human! 'Cause if you aren't insane...you aren't human!!! XD"